Today's like one of my worst days in 2010 so far.

I've never ever felt so sad over polo until now.
The day just kinda screwed up from training onwards.

Was sad/angry/irritated cause of her.
Like I know she's my senior, but what rights does she have to give us this kind of shit. Just now there was this point when I really felt like standing up for myself, I really felt like shouting back. She's just taking everything for granted. Ok but I didn't dare to so yeah I'm a coward. (Sucks to that.) Ok so now I gotta think of how to solve this whole problem and anyway shouting back won't help much and instead it'll just make matters worst. Guess I'll just wait and see. And try to accept her for who she is. On a sidenote: I think I'm doing great at the moment, keeping all the anger to myself :)

Then after that it was the team thing. I almost broke down seeing Mr Loh so sad. It hurts to see him being disappointed, after all that he has done for us. He's like the bestest ever coach/teacher/friend/everything. I really really don't wanna let him down. Hope the team doesn't too. Hopefully today's team talk/scolding woke everyone up. TJC Water polo girls, there's still hope okay!!!

Then I became even more upset when I smsed you and you didn't reply. I'm not angry but I'm just........... idk. Disappointed? Idk luh I'm just really upset now.


Thanks Yingzhen Christy Angelique Theresa for trying to cheer me up. Love you guys loads.
And of course, I wanna thank god for always helping me to survive every difficult day there is. :)

Yayyyy now I'll probably go sleep and when I wake up tmrw, I'll forget everything.

GO TJC WATER POLO!!!!!!