This picture from me is for everyone who is feeling sad now, regardless of the reason why. //

Life from after Promos till today has been an emotional roller coaster.
Life immediately after promos was awesome. Everyday was a happy carefree one, though there was this little fear in me, wondering how my results would be like.
Then comes Monday. Got back my papers. Got shit marks. Failed many subjects.
From Monday to Tuesday I was really in some sort of dilemma. Mom kept nagging at me. And her plan of transferring me back to a sec sch comes along. Then she started calling up teachers and stuff. And then I started to wonder if I should leave and go to some ulu sec school.
And then today.

God is merciful and will always be. It is a miracle that I passed (and I couldn't have done this without my real and awesome God), but still today was one of the worst day of my life so far.

Broke down when I saw them crying. My heart really hurts, really. I really want to do something, but what can I do? I won't mind exchanging anything in return for all of us to just stay. I badly wanted to just sit down beside A and V, hug them, comfort them. But the words just won't come out. I totally regret everything. I regret not treasuring this one year with everyone. I regret not studying hard enough. And it's unfair. Life is unfair. And when I look at D, trying so hard to just stay strong and not cry, I just broke down again. She was just keeping everything to herself. She was sad but she just wouldn't share her sadness cause she didn't want all of us to be sad with her. I really want to help but I don't know how to. Sometimes I feel so useless, all I can do is just watch.

Please cheer up. Maybe after this one obstacle in your lives, you will realise that you have grown alot stronger, braver, tougher. And one day when you look back at this horrible day, you will feel prouder as you have overcame this, and even after everything, you have still made it to the finishing line.

[edit] HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENEVIE!!!!!!!! [/edit]