Today was kinda weird. Slack, yet tiring.
Slacked in the morning, studied abit after lunch, church, Senior Pastor's birthday celebration, then now I'm back home half slacking, half chionging TASCIP stuff.

Sometimes TASCIP stuff really tires me out. It's like a never ending pile of things to do. Maybe I should change the way I put it. It isn't the pile of stuff that's tiring me out -- I honestly like doing the stuff cause somehow that's what I always liked and wanted to do, but instead, it's just the fear in me that is exhausting. I really really try my best to get everything done but I always seem to do the wrong stuff. Or send in stuff late. And I'm scared I'll make Zihan angry or sth and I really don't want to do that. And again I'm scared I'll just do sth wrongly then I'll get scolded by tutors during exco meeting. Okay I know I sound like some coward that is scared of everything but yeah, somehow there's just this fear floating around in my heart or sth, idk. ): But one thing for sure, I'll do my best and not let anyone down! :)

On another note, monday's gonna be here sooon! Monday = Getting back results of every single paper. Dunno if I should be excited or nervous, but now I'm definitely more excited than nervous! I'm really just gonna leave everything to God now, I'm sure he'll get me through this. (I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.) :D

Tmrw gonna be another day out. Gonna hunt for campfire materials and prizes tmrw with my comm. Really gotta thank szewei (!) and my dearest snorting pig minikid yingzhen (!) for sacrificing their time to hunt for the stuffs with me even though they still have BS project to chiong. Heeeeeartz them.

Wow this turned out to be quite a long post.
Oh and btw Happy Birthday Senior Pastor though you won't ever see this heh heh. :B